still smiling

 i never knew what it'd be like to be alone on a valentines day..

i don't think i ever will.

i remember some things... that should have never happened, though they have helped me find my right direction.

changing the past is something none of us can do...

but things are looking on the bright side...

my jaw doesn't hurt anymore..

usually..

after a hard day at the college..more than my hands or legs.. my jaw would hurt from a syndrome i call "oversmiling"

but life is always sweet...

i love it when i can do what i do cause i want to do what i do..

my eyes don't wander anymore... and i know the reson to this.

forgive me for revealing names, but

teddy, sam, andrei, blaze,addy, shandi, luci, burny...

lots more names...

so many..

that i  cant even write them out any more :D

and thats what makes me happy, smile, but it makes me cry to... cry in joy..

tears of joy are such weird things...

one day..

I'm gonna do a study on them.

just for now...

i am happy [:)]

sorry, its become habitual these days..

the smiley's...

as addy puts it

 XDXD